OHH I WENT TO A WEDDING THE OTHER DAY IT WAS SOO MUCH FUN I GOT TO SEE ALL MY COUSINS I GREW UP WITH! WOW IT WAS AT THE BEACH AND THE WE WENT TO THE BEAU RIVAGE LOL I COULDNT DO MUCH CAUSE I COULDNT GO TO ANY OF THE CLUBS OR THE CASINO LOL!! BUT I STILL DRANK SOME CHAMPAIGN OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT!! LOL
YEAH I HAD A LIL TALK LAST NIGHT WITH CHAD HE IS ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT ME AND HE DOESNT WANT TO BE WORRIED BUT I MEAN HE DOES HAVE A REASON TO WORRY THOUGH SO I DONT BLAME HIM BUT I GET AGGRAVATING!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT HE DOESNT HAVE TRUST IN ME CAUSE OF WHAT I DID AND I HAVE TO BUILD IT BACK UP!! IT IS SO HARD BECAUSE EVERY GIRL AND PERSON OF HIS FAMILY HAS BROKEN HIS TRUST SOMEHOW!! BUT I WISH HE JUST DIDNT ACT SO PISSY AND DIDNT TELL EVERYONE WHAT I DID! CAUSE WHENEVER HE WANTED TO HAVE THIS "LITTLE TALK" WITH ME HE WAS WORRIED ALL DAY A WORK AND THE DUDES HE WAS WORKING WITH KEPT ON RAGGING ON HIM SAYING I WAS TRYING TO FIND ME A MAN AT THE BEAU!! UMM.... NO I DONT WANT ANYONE BUT HIM!! I REALLY DONT EVEN LOOK AT OTHER GUYS HE IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND ALWAYS LIKE I CANT GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT THINKIN OF HIM LIKE I TRY TO GO OUT LIKE WITH MY PARENT, NOT FRIENDS TO HAVE A GOOD TIME AND I CANT CAUSE ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE WITH HIM!! SO IT IS HARD BUT CONTINUING ON WITH THE STORY HE TOLD HIS FRIENDS AT WORK WHAT I DID AND IT DIDNT MAKE IT BETTER CAUSE THEY WERE LIKE NO BREAK UP WITH THAT BITCH BLAH BLAH BLAH!! AND TELLING HIM THAT I WAS OUT CHEATING ON HIM AND SHIT LIKE THAT PISSES HIM OFF AND THEN HE HAS TO HAVE THESE "LIL TALKS" BUT ANYWAYS I TIRED OF TALKING ABOUT IT!!
BUT ANYWAYS IM GOIN TO EAT IM SO HUNGRY!! PeAcE oUt!! oh but we had our lil talk and he told me all this lovely things and i love him so much and he told me he just loves me so much and doesnt want to worry about losing someone that he love more than you can ever love someone

OMG! WELL CHAD AND HIS FAMILY GOT IN TO A HUGH ASS FIGHT AND HE GOT GROUNDED UNTIL HE IS EIGHTEEN UMMM...THAT IS 8 MONTHS SOO...YEAH THAT IS GOIN TO SUCK BUT I LOVE HIM AND I COULD WAIT FOREVER FOR HIM BUT I STILL GET TO SEE HIM DURING SCHOOL! BUT KNOW LISTEN TO THIS YESTERDAY HE GOT INTO ANOTHER ARGUEMENT WITH HIS STEP-FATHER ( HE SPILLED NOODLES AND CLEANED THEM UP) AND GOT KICKED OUT OF HIS HOUSE! SO HE STAYED THE NIGHT AT MY HOUSE! OH WE DID IT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE A MONTH CAUSE OF MY SURGERY!! AND HE YELL AT HIS MOM AND SAID HE WAS TRIED OF THEM TREATING HIM LIKE HE IS TWO YEARS OLD SO HE TOLD HIS MOM HE WONT COME HOME UNTIL HE IS UNGROUNDED AND KNOW HE IS UNGROUNDED YESSS....
I WENT TO THE DOCTOR FOR MY KNEE TODAY AND HE TOLD ME ALL THE SHIT I HAD KNOW IDEA THAT HE DID ON MY SURGERY...I HAD A BUNCH OF TORN CARTIAGES AND IT IS GOIN TO TAKE LONGER FOR MY KNEE TO HEAL!! GREAT I JUST HOPE ILL BE READY FOR FAST-PITCH! BUT WHATEVER I HAVE TO GO TO PHYSICAL THEARPY!!
UMM... OH YEAH WHENEVER HE GOT IN A FIGHT WITH HIS MOM THE FIRST TIME HE BROKE UP WITH ME CAUSE HE DIDNT WANT ME TO NOT DO ANYTHING BUT I WAS LIKE HELL NO I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU SO THAT DAY WE GOT BACK TOGETHER!! AND THE YESTERDAY HE FELT I GUESS LIKE NO ONE LOVED HIM AND SAID DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD JUST BE BEST FRIENDS AGAIN AND WE TALKED AND I MADE SURE THAT HE KNEW THAT I LOVE HIM AND WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOR A LONG TIME!! SO KNOW I THINK THAT WE HAVE GOTTEN A LOT CLOSER!! AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE AND I REALLY DO HOPE THAT WE STAY TOGETHER FOREVER!! BUT I GOT TO EAT PEACE

YEAH ITS BEEN KIND OF BAD WITH ME AND CHAD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I NEVER WANT IT TO END!! BUT LIKE HE HAS BEEN ACTING LIKE HE DOESNT WANT TO BE WITH ME.....YEAH SO I TALKED TO HIM ABOUT IT AND STARTED TO CRY BECAUSE I REALLY WAS GETTIN SCARED THAT I MIGHT LOSE THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE BUT NOW EVERYTHING IS GREAT NOW I GUESS IT JUST BECAUSE I HAVENT TALKED TO HIM OR SEEN HIM A LOT AFTER MY SURGERY! BUT OH WELL I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT AND DOESNT WANT TO EVER LET ME GO!
....YEAH IM IN SOME DEEP SHIT IM SOOOO SCARED IM ALREADY A DAY LATE FOR MY PERIOD I WAS SUPPOSE TO START ON THE FIRST OF AUGUST IM REALLY SCARED BUT HE NEVER WENT INSIDE OF ME AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVENT TOLD MY MOM YET AND I DONT WANT TO EITHER IT WILL BE THE SECOND TIME THAT IM LATE!! SO UNTIL I FIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON IM NOT GON TO SAY ANYTHING!!....
OH WOW IM SO READY FOR SCHOOL TO START IM GOIN TO BE A BIG JUNIOR LOL!! I HAVE TO GO GET MY SCHEDULE TOMORROW I PICK A SHIT LOAD OF HARD CLASSES I HAVE TO REALLY STAY FOCUSED AND TRY TO HELP CHAD STAY FOCUSED TO! HE NEEDS TO MAKE GOOD GRADES SO HE CAN TRY AND GET A SCHOLARSHIP FOR GOLF! I NEED TO START GETTING SERIOUS ABOUT SOFTBALL AND WORK HARD TO GET REALLY GOOD!!
BUT YEAH ANOTHER THING IT IS SO HARD TO WAIT A MONTH NOT TO DO IT SINCE MY LEG IS HURT AND I KNOW IT IS GOIN TO BE HARD FOR CHAD I MEAN WE ALMOST DID IT AND MY KNEE IS LIKE IN A BIG ASS BRACE AND CAST THINGY LOL I REALLY NEED TO CALM IT DOWN LOL!!

WELL JOANN IS HOME NOW SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM BRASIL! IT IS KIND OF WEIRD CAUSE I WENT FROM BEING THE ONLY CHILD FOR 6 MONTHS TO BAM HAVING ANOTHER A SISTER JUST POP OUT OF NOWHERE! I HAD THE CAR TO MY SELF CELL PHONE CLOTHES STUFF LIKE THAT AND NOW ITS ALL GONE!! I MEAN I HAPPY VERY HAPPY THAT SHE IS HOME CAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO...LIKE I TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE BUT  ITS DIFFERENT IN PERSON!! BUT ANYWAY IT IS STARTING TO MAKE ME MAD CAUSE SHE IS USING ALL  MY CLOTHES WITH OUT ASKING SO WHEN I WANT SOMETHING IT ISNT GOIN TO BE THERE!! I DONT KNOW  BUT I DO KNOW SHE  WAS soOOO... MUCH HAPPIER IN BRASIL WITH HER BOYFRIEND. IT IS REALLY HARD TO LEAVE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE I DID IT FOR 2 WEEKS AND I WAS SOOooo... SAD AND JUST WANTED TO BE WITH HIM BUT I COULDNT AND JUST THINK THAT SHE HAS TO NOT BE WITH HIM FOR ALMOST A YEAR!!I HOPE THINGS WORK OUT FOR HER!!

       oH ABOUT MY FRIEND CHELSEA YEAHHH.... UMM IM REALLY THINKIN SHE IS JUST USING ME THAT IS WHAT EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY AND EVEN MY BOYFRIEND CAN SEE IT BUT THE THING IS SHE TELLS ME EVERYTHING AND TALKS TO ME ABOUT HER PROMBLEMS AND IF SHE DIDNT LIKE ME I DONT THINK THAT SHE WOULD TELL ME THINGS!! BUT I DONT KNOW WE WILL HAVE TO SEE!!

OHHHH....I SAID I HAD A PROMBLEM CAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS THING WELL MY GUY THINKS THAT I PARTY WAY TO MUCH AND THAT IS WHEN I AM WITH CHELSEA SEE HE ASKED ME THE OTHER DAY IF I WOULD STILL BE PARTY IF HE LET ME AND I SAID NO!! CAUSE I DO MEAN IT I DONT HAVE TO GO TO PARTIES AND GET DRUNK AND SHIT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME AND TRY TO BE HAPPY WHENEVER I HAVE CHAD CAUSE I AM THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE!! EVEN THOUGH I HAVE ONLY BEEN LIVING 16 YEARS LOL!! BUT I REALLY DO LOVE CHAD!! BUT I GOT TO GO *JenNiFeR*

OHHH...I AM SOOO HAPPY CHAD CAME HOME FROM N.CAROLINA YESTERDAY AND SURPISED ME! IT WAS SOO CUTE I MISSED HIM SO MUCH! GOSH I JUSST REALLY WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! I KNOW IM ONLY STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL AND WHEN PEOPLE MY AGE SAY THERE "IN LOVE" ITS NOT REALLY TRUE BUT I KNOW THIS IS REAL!!HE HAS BEEN IN MY HEART SINCE 6TH GRADE AND HIM BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND ME WATCHING HIM DATE ALL MY FRIENDS AND COME TO ME WITH HIS PROBLEMS WAS SO HARD!! I JUST WANTED TO BE LIKE CHAD JUST BE WITH ME!! BUT THERE IS ONE PROBLEM THAT I HAVE FRIENDS. WHENEVER YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND YOU WANT TO BE WITH HIM EVERYDAY YOU CAN AND DONT REALLY HAVE TIME FOR FRIENDS!! MY BEST FRIEND IS SINGLE SO ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS PARTY AND BE WITH GUYS AND I CANT DO THAT BECAUSE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND HE WILL GET MAD SO IM JUST SCREW BOTH WAYS HANG OUT WITH CHAD AND NOT HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS OR HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND NOT HAVE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!! I CHOOSE CHAD CAUSE EVEN THOUGH HE IS MY BOYFRIEND HE IS STILL ALWAYS GOING TO BE MY BEST FRIEND!!

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Oh my gosh i dont even know where to start. i dont have deep enough words to explain how much i love Chad! He makes me laugh and says the greatest things that make me feel like im the best person in the world!He makes me so happy it just over welms me! My love for you chad grows stronger and stronger every day and if i dont see him it makes me what him more! He is my one and only TRUE LOVE Chad you are the best thing in my life and to have someone love me back is the best feeling and i hope it never goes away! We were meant to be and i hope and pray that we be together forever!RIchard Chad Rutherford i love you more than anything in this world and for that i give you my heart and soul and hope you never let it go!! i love you and i hope you will never forget that!! Jennifer Lea Evans!!
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